Blissful and Blistered
I want to make friends on here but I don't really know how. I'm going to make an effort to follow sites that seem cool but every site I like seems to have a bajillion views. I get that it's weird to treat highly viewed accounts as e-celebrities or something but it does make me feel weird. Like, I'm just a newbie and an outsider to e-culture so I'm going to e-barrass myself in front of them.
One site I checked out had a diary entry about losing their 9 y/o phone but I had misread it as simply 9 y/o. I thought they were vaguely dissapointed about the lose of their child but quick to segue into how upset they were over losing their phone. Horrible misread, really thought I stumbled upon somone particularly despicable.
I still have a lot to do with my own site. As it stands I have a lot of empty space left open for future endeavors, so maybe I should start...endeaving. I don't truly intend to use the MISC. section nor do I really think I'm going to make a lot of games. The core conceit of this website to me was to talk about KTP, write diary entries and post short stories; everything else is an aside. I want this site to be a big comfy bed I can collapse on and do anything I want in. So it's important to me to have lots of empty space to fill should the need hit me. Which can make the site convuluted and confusing which is fine, this site is for me first and everyone else second. The only part that I truly want to make simple is KTP as I want it to be an available guide on how and where to play each game. That's for others first and myself second.
My laptop is broken to shit and I'm prepping to do a lot of repairs on her (I mean, she's five years old) but for now if I want to press the U, P, T, J, I, and T keys then I have to press against her bottom, I tend to simply sit with my foot under her but her fans are broken so she heats up way too quick and also my feet are covered in blisters so I'm in a deal of agony right now as I smash and burn my blistered foot. Why is my foot covered in blisters? I tend to pace for at least an hour a day but I've been exceptionally stressed lately and my pacing shoes are a touch shit so my feet get fucked as a result. I'm blistered up more often than not. Why don't yo- No, there's no other solution!
With my blisters pressed against the burning surface of her bottom, I scroll through another and another empty site looking for a friend. Wish me luck.
As an aside (as if this stream of conscious entry had a central topic at all) someone said my teeth were notably white. They've never seen me in red lipstick, makes my highlighter teeth really shine a purdy yeller.
As an aside to that aside (as if that stream of conscious aside had a central topic at all) I made the background here fixed so later long entries shouldn't begin grossly looping. While trying to test that out I wound up learning some invaluable fun things about how divs work!